A change would do you good.//I was here.
Kategori: Vardag
Hey guys!
So lately, I've been really depressed because I just don't feel that I have anything in my life that's me, you know? I've always been put into groups, I've always been the figure skater, the one with long, blonde hair, the one with good grades, the goodie-goodie and so on... These past weeks though, I've felt that I don't have an identity. I'm no one. Im guessing it's because I don't know anyone in my class that well (and they really don't know me) but it has been really hard to feel like me when I'm surrounded all the time by people who doesn't really know me or who I am. I also feel that I'm losing my old friends more and more and that I'm slipping further and further away from everything that was in my life last year. I'm a creature of habit, I don't like change. Why does things always have to change? It would be easier of they just stayed the same sometimes. I also feel like I have no direction, no goal. I just miss my past. It's like I'm a stone on the bottom of a stream, surrounded by water who never stays the same, always changes and moves on, yet I'm stuck. I could really use a makeover right now, I'm in desperate need of a new identity.
